Swayed in Spring Reminiscence (feat. Kopi)

[Lyrics] [Intro] At some point, before I knew it, everything has been laid out Unable to even say, yes or no, I cried A standard of judgment , a way of life that I had set for myself, does it seem different or strange Life is short, I am but a maiden in desperate need of love I wanted to be seen, reflected in your eyes And yet, your words still falter Unable to move, I just Rang the bell of resignation [Pre-Chorus] Disappeared, disappeared Words I should have spoken, Disappeared Nowhere to be found the words that I carried slipped away Disappeared, disappeared Words I held. Dear in me now are gone My words Hidden in the blue sky of spring [Chorus] Because of you I’m always, falling down, falling down into the abyss Trying to play the fool? I just can not Comprehend Is this how Im always falling apart Just to be disappointed Even though it hurts Please don't ever return Back to me even if I were to ask Sometimes I just want to vanish And yet, I waver Since it wont end Ill just Keep on running endlessly Could you please see it through Till the end of our relationship (end it) [Verse 2] Thinking I had it all figured out, Oh how I was wrong Expecting something from your own words I should have known An all-too-familiar story came to me as well. Isn't this embarrassing to fall for it twice Drifting to wherever the wind will take me Hearing your voice In a sea of soundless gale Wonder if Your doing fine Or are you thinking the same as me This ending found in everywhere, the rest of it now fades beyond my sight, the story drifts, away [Pre-Chorus] Disappeared, disappeared Words I held Dear in me Disappeared No matter what, Either way I just can't look cool at all Wavering, wavering Fading out of sight Where have you gone? Drifting by the blue sky of spring once more [Chorus] You know the truth really is It's been you, it's been you The one I think of As long as I could see your face I just didn't care If “its been fake”, “its a lie” I just don't really mind And there it is again There's just no turning back When you give A smile back At me I just cant Keep pretending to not notice, My own delusions Swayed by the wind, Daydreaming Still searching for your voice Because of you, Long ago My mind is in an endless cycle You lie [Bridge] You lie, You lie, You lie, You lie, You lie X4 You lie, you lie [Chorus] Because of you I’m always, falling down, falling down into the abyss Trying to play the fool? I just can not comprehend Is this how Im always falling apart Just to be disappointed Even though it hurts Please don't ever return Back to me even if I were to ask Sometimes I just want to vanish And yet, I waver Since it wont end Ill just Keep on running endlessly I've done nothing but cry Could you help to stop these tears of mine I feel so Helpless I Continue to always keep Falling down, falling down Into the abyss So could you please see it through Till the end of our relationship (your move)